Bamfoozled

I am a nutcase. But then again, I know I dont have to say that because it's common knowledge. But here's my head again...so overflowing with confusion. If someone would put some kind of a monitor that would show a graphical presentation of how my trail of thoughts go, it would be something like a fluctuating line that go straight at some points and then off to different directions and off the track at most...


There are just so many things I wanna do with my life. And i can't decide what to do first... And its like theres too much waiting to be done in most parts as well. Ugh... waiting is just the toughest part. But its God's way of teaching people to be still I guess...coz we need it to grow and learn important stuff like that thing they call patience (which you cant buy in stores). I wish that as my butt is still, my mind can do the same even for just a few seconds coz no matter how I try to quit thinking, i just think and think and think. Now I kinda miss the "blank wall" moments where I would just stare without much on my mind. But nevertheless, I'm thankful that my mind's not being idle. It's always active and kicking... and causing me to do "nutcasey" activities like teaching my dog how to sing...


Aaaargh, my head is swamped. Thats about it.





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