Sunday, April 17, 2005

Grrrrrrrr blog

The other day, i tried to post a new blog entry. I wrote this really long poem from the bottom of my heart. Nope, it wasnt mushy or anything like that but I kinda put my whole head into it. And like nature felt like playing a stupid joke on me, the screen just suddenly froze when I tried to publish it. And well, yes, i lost the whole poem. I couldnt believe it! It felt like the day I rode a cab carrying some important documents I needed for my board exams and left the whole thing and I cried and cried and cried at the thought that I was back to zero and I had to get all those documents over again...

No, I didnt cry about the poem. I felt a little sad and well, umm... I was in the "grrrr mode" after that happened. Heck, that poem was long and I liked it and I felt like if I'm going to write it again, i wouldnt like it just as much as before! So yeah, it sucked that I lost it coz the stupid screen froze for no reason at all.

Hmmmmmmmm........

I was going to start reflecting about all the other things I have lost in the past that mattered in a way or another that made me sad, but I'm like, "Naaahhhhh...never mind..."

I havent blogged in a while. I just got home from my camping adventures at some solitary camping site about six hours away from my place. I had so much fun with my friends!!! We were there for three days and we took part in some challenges like those in Amazing Race and Fear Factor. There were some really "eeew challenges" that I'd hate to elaborate but despite that our faces had to be "drenched" in mud and other "eeew stuff" and we totally lost all the poise and dignity we had left, my friends and I don't regret joining the "misadventures".

I lost my voice though. Thats another thing that I lost that makes me sad. I can't sing. Waaaaaaaaah! Now I dont have anything against the ghosts at my workplace. Haha! But really, its hard to lose your voice. You're forced to just keep quiet and whatever people say, you have to just nod or shake your head or do other funny stuff just to be understood. Its not like I can't talk anymore. Its just hard coz I get a headache and I sound like a 90-year old. Funny coz I just did a book report for a friend of mine three weeks ago and the title of the story was "The Mystery Of The Lost Voice". What a coincidence!!!

Lemme try working on that poem again...

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